Month: May 2025

Things That Make Me Sick

So I try and do this promotion but you can’t because everyones a loser.

To hell with you and your blue screen.

I mean, Heavy Metal…you’ll get what I mean.

I just get sick of living in an area where they want you to be some loser for some wage desk, or friends with some gardner.

My family were civil engineers in Canada and the USA, plus the rail road.

I just got sick today of not talking about it for them, then I made investements for them and they spent it all on trips and cooking show presentations before they passed away.

I mean I already did all that…

Now all these tapes come out on archive.org and you’re like a hundred years too late.

You make me puke thinking that I liked you then.

I didn’t.

Now that those shows and tapes are over you’ll never see me again.

I always just wanted everything to myself, all my old friends I hated them and I wanted everything to myself.

In New Glasgow, NS when I was an emancipated student at AG Ballie Elementry school I used to fly on a private jet three days a week to work in the United States at places like Action Park.

Alice In Chains and Headbangers Ball used to go.

Well all used to get in the pool with them and Tony Hawk and Matt Hoffman when Bones Brigade was out.

Everyone used to have fun, playing with Tony and Matt at MTV.

Thats probably what happened to you music people…

I want to say I wasn’t on drugs with them in the South Bronx but that’s not true.

Those were my real friends, we used to play and party at Action Park all summer.

Everyone was a big star…

Today, I don’t hang out anymore…don’t bother me about bands and shit because you’re not Tony, Matt and Alice In Chains.

In elementry school I was in a gifted class at the same time and wrote my own text books which I had to study in University and I did all that.

All the old teachers hate me now, because I had money and stayed young, now they all live together without me because they are poor.

They are probably all in love with everyone they meet, but I don’t like them.

I had money and drugs.

Everyone was hot.

I didn’t need them because I used to get gangbanged at Action Park.

Years later, everyone from there hates me and I won this big court case.

That’s because I got in a fight with them because they were losers.

Now I forgot who they were.

They were all in love with all their friends and everyones family members.

I hated them because they wern’t hot and had no drugs and gangbangs at Action Park so I moved away.

Now I play Death Metal and I am single.

Everyone I used to know hates me before my court thing because they have no cunt.

They wanted my money, but I said no because I have money and like drugs and gangbangs at Action Park so I moved away.

My real friends were people like Tony and Matt who always supported me and we were always there for each other.

Not like New Glasgow, NS..

They just wanted money and to loiter in my kitchen so I threw them out.

Now I am happy and have a webpage and the trip is seven days a week now not stupid three days with all these shitty tapes on archive.

I never told them I hated the old man and wanted it all to myself.

Now I got my way and have it all to myself and live far away.

When I was young I always wanted to be single with all that and now I have my way.

No one every knew I was on the Alpine Ski team and was at Calgary ’88…

I never lost anything, everyone else wanted in laws and friends, now they don’t have my money.

Everyone hates that I stay home now and only have friends that go on trips with me.

Diary Update, May 2025

Bad weather in Nova Scotia, lack of building maintainence, ice storms, condensation, flooding…

Plus, wildfire season is just around the corner.

What Halifax really needs is a facelift and topic change.

Scams at doors, lawyers occupied with wasted applicationa caused by scams.

Stats Canada hateful reports about the region with 70% of the demographic publically listed.

I’m pretty sure all the valid apartment lease people got nothing to worry about.

I mean, you can only inconvience the general public so long before it was everyone.

Apparently, that is an old topic today.

Obviously, people were unprepared here for covid, cyclones, earthquakes and hurricanes.

Now Stats Canada has humiliated this region as a 70% failure.

Fortunately the problem is person specific, not City issues.

I mean, everything is up is you pay cash and maintain regular lifestyles.

Obviously, this boring me back into some novel to read or something, I mean Halifax today definately not an entertainment or party town.

I guess the covid era outcome remains to be seen, maybe someday this place will get a new image.

RE: Youth Center Bands / Metal Bands

I don’t care why you youth center bands and shitty metal bands don’t like Compton and South Bronx, places I live my whole life.

I mean your not gonna get far in New York or LA hating Run DMC and NWA.

No your outdoor daddy only like shitty youth center bands in Halifax not Death Row Records.

That’s why here in Halifax you got no music releases like Death Row Records.

Stats Canada says your so poor you got nothing, hate rap and dance music for some old man at the youth center.

Lame.

Not me, I’ve been in metal and rap venues the whole time…must be no MTV in Halifax or what.

RE: Archive.org, Bad Music Samples, Super Audio

You can all rest assured the my Death Metal band Collapse plays on Super Audio and you can hear the samples on the records even if you hate it.

Other bands not so expensive.

So I got in this argument and here is the result…

Now I think tons of bands used pirated music software to make all these bands and they all got bad samples like Metallica – St. Anger has the WORST hi hat I ever heard in my life, although I still think the album could be fixed with proper sound.

On archive.org all those Heavy Metal records are public domain now with tons of movies and tv shows.

My point..

You’re all public domain.

Bands like Misery Index – Dissent I think shows the video of them recording drums with bad samples like Metallica’s bad sound on St. Anger and on the CD on public domain the Misery Index record had NO HI HAT AT ALL, after showing bad samples on the video recording drums.

The same song on the cd had no hi hat at all on the released version.

Other bands like Devourment on public domain was at least two or three seperate bands with different original members, every guy played a different instrument on almost every cd.

Then the last records were two disconnected band lineups pasted together on the wikipedia promotion version.